IM BACK after a veryyy longgggggg hiatus. *smile

Assalamualaikum. wow basically dh lama sy tak bukak blog ni. and apparently i hv another blog which i used it for pend islam works and i write some stuff there. imma laughing real hard at myself. seriously looking back at times makes me speechless. now already 2017. i wrote weird, silly things there and okay please i cant stop laughing. and ive just notice that im using bold all the way.

this past years, many things happen, i lost someone really important, my grade drop like BAMMM, and i learn lots of things. and i feel like i want to start blogging again as.......umm maybe if i had some spare time cause im busy fangirling nowadays. yeah. i changed a lot after my mom left me. i started to love kpop(in a good way, haha thats how i see it so... well), my appearance kinda change a little. nahhh, a lot .. mmm.. okay i didnt know how to judge myself.

and i think that i want to spill everything here as i dont think that i hv any followers or mmm none of my friend know i hv a blog.. arghh i would like to put up some memes .. oh please.. but i hv em in my phone so yeah..

for this past few days ive been missing my mom like crazy and now i think now i know where to spill em. haha. i want to talk about my mom but not now cause ive been doing something else... when i hv the time ill talk about her and the time,how,when,where she left me. shes not leaving me like those weird mom. she passed away. i think thats all. as i know im the only one who will view this. imma gonna say.. bye2 dear self. heads up. pull yourself together. just remember. Allah is always there.

Love myself, love yourself.